Twitter makes me sad:(

You probably noticed that i tweeted a lot less on Twitter in the past time than l used to before. You had to notice, to be honest because there were times l didn't tweet for a week, or almost a week.

Relating to this,firtsly, l would like to apologize all my Twitter friends for being so inactive, and secondly, l want to say that it's not sure to change in the future. Twitter makes me sad recently. It used to give me a good feeling every time l checked what's going on in the wide world with friends, celebrities, my idols... But now everytime before l tweet something, it costs me about an hour of struggling with myself because l don't have a feeling to do so, but at the same time, l don't want to let some of you down. Because l know you're there, excited, waiting for me to say something, tweet a photo, or answer your DMs and it's a need l have to fulfil. So i pick my pieces up together and post a photo with some words and emojis, or RT something, answer your messages and log out of Twitter as fast as l can.

Maybe it was me who did it wrong before, and it's my bad that l'm so fed up with Twitter now. You know l used to tweet a lot, share the little moments of my life because l felt like there were people out in the world who cared and who were interested in my boring life. Of course, now you come with things like "you don't have a boring life"  and "what are you talking about?" but it is how l feel. And because there are still some lil angels who believe in me and support me, l get myself day after day, smile and check what's going on in Twitter.

Some of my close friends always told me l depend on Twitter and social media too much, but l always laughed at them and denied it. Now l'm realizing that there may be somekind of truth in it. Because as the number of my followers decreases, l feel like nobody there cares about me and l break down. I guess, l just need somekind of break now from this life, or at least, find harmony between Twitter and my real life. So that's what l'm willing and trying to do these days.

So please, give me some time until l figure out what l want to do and make up an outcome that's good for everyone. Here, l would also like to thank my awesome Twitter angels who are the reason l haven't deleted my account yet: thank you Lisann, you're and you'll always be my number one fan, l love you; thank you Sofia, l think we don't need words to know how we feel for each other, you know how much you mean to me; thank you Alexander, you're a real good friend l can always count on and who listens to me, you're amazing; thank you Silas, you're crazy and that's what l need on my 'rainy days'; thank you Lena, from the other side of the world, you're still always there to cheer me up; and thank you Emma, you know what l would say..so yeah:)

Besides these fairies, l wanna thank everyone who stands next to me every day of my life and tells me not to give up: my family, Lillo, April, Mia, Sal, Teus, Naomi.

Thank you,

Kim<3

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